Monday, October 12, 2026

Things I can't believe

 

I can't believe 
 The Lord would abandon me.
And I can't believe 
 there is no grace or mercy.
I can't believe 
 God's heart doesn't  breaks with grief
 every time He sees
 another soul lost for eternity. 

I can't believe 
 there's no God up in the sky
And I can't believe 
 He didn't come to earth for you and I
No I can't believe 
 His love can't rescue me 
 from all that is unholy
 including the sin inside of me

but I can believe 
 Your love is mighty
 and continually 
 surrounds me

I can believe 
 Your blood does cleanse
And Your love mends
 all that is broken
Till I am awoken
 to a brand new me...
The one you desire me to be.
 

Thursday, October 8, 2026

 The Love Divine
 that trancends time
 now and forever 
 is mine,   is mine

O Love Divine!
 How oft would I have died
 if not to me
You had drawn nigh!

O Love Divine,
 come fill my breast
 with my Lord's 
 eternal lovliness

O Love Divine 
 please teach my heart
 to always share
 The love You impart!

O Love Divine 
may I dine
 forevermore 
on Your bread and wine

Love Divine!
Cleanse me!
Fill me!
Mend me!
Thrill me! 
Till I
am a perfect reflection 
of Your Divine perfection 

I am secure
 in Your love so pure

I'll forever trust
 in your Divine Love

Monday, October 5, 2026

 I had an epiphany today. Really I did. I realized a lie and a truth, clearly.  I am no longer a sinner. I have been reborn, remade, reimagined - in the image of my Father. I am a new creation! My DNA is my Heavenly Father's now! I am born from above,  not below - I have been given power to become a Son of God! I am now born, not of flesh, nor of the will of man, but of God. I am born of the Word - not of Satan, nor man - but of God. He spoke of me before I came to be. He imagined me and smiled. His Spirit impregnated my heart with His seed, His precious Word - and like Mary, I have seen that Word mature within me - till this day arrived, this glorious day. I am my Father's son! My birthright is wonderful! I am led by the Spirit of God, therefore I am a Son of God.  I have not received the spirit of bondage again which causes fear - but I have received the spirit of adoption whereby I cry Abba! Father! The Spirit continually bears witness with my spirit that I am a child of God! All other thoughts to the contrary are lies from the father of lies. And if I'm a child of God  - I am an heir of God! And a joint heir with Christ! (if I suffer with Him - for men are still crucifying Him today, still rejecting Him, still despising Him and all who are of Him: that's me!)

Jesus, my elder brother,  was sent to redeem me for I was under  curse - the curse of the law of sin and death.  I could not free myself.  I could not stop sinning.  I was a slave,  but He purchased me with His blood - then adopted me as His own son - and because I am His son He sent His Spirit into my heart - The Spirit of His Son, crying ABBA! FATHER! The Spirit of Jesus Christ lives in my heart - I am no longer a servant but a Prince - a son, a joint- heir with Christ  - all He inherited is mine also - for it is my Father's will and good pleasure to give me His kingdom! I sit in Christ at the right hand of the Father  - so I rule and reign with Him now!

I am the spitting image of my Father! People say, ah, you resemble your Father! If He is awesome,  I am awesome.  If He is holy, so am I! If He is sinless, I can learn to be - for in His sight I am perfect  - I am perfect as He is perfect.  If He is love, I am love. If He is joy, I am full of joy. If He is peace, I am full of peace. If He is long-suffering,  so am I. If He is gentle, I am gentle. If He is goodness  - I am full of goodness.  If He is faith - I am faithful.  If He is meek, I am meek and lowly of heart. If He has temperance (self control), so do I. I have His Spirit,  therefore if He has a word of wisdom  - so do I. If He has a word of knowledge  - I do too! If He has faith - to move mountains,  I do too! This is my inheritance,  my birthright,  my heritage.  It is far more valuable than silver or gold - it has eternal value.  If He can heal - hearts or bodies - so can I. If He can work, that is, perform miracles  - I can too! ANYTHING is possible with Him inside  my heart. I can lay hands on the sick and they shall recover.  I can cast out devils and speak with new tongues and no deadly thing shall harm me. I can discern spirits and speak in any language known to man.  I can be translated by the Spirit anywhere He pleases anytime He pleases. Nothing man can do to me can harm me, be it fire or lions, it doesn't matter  - if man tries to use something God created  to harm me or my family  - it will fail spectacularly  - until and if He calls me home as a martyr - which is the highest honor I could receive.  

I can walk on water, defy the law of gravity and part the sea or calm the storm. I can command fire to fall to fall from Heaven to devour my enemies - and all they've created to bring death to my people.  I can speak as His oracle with every word I say coming directly from His mouth. I can do all my Father does if I keep my eyes continually on Him. I can look upon His face (in Christ) and live. I can lay waste to Babylon  - and set many captives free. I can rescue multitudes of souls for this is Jesus' birthright  and heritage and I am His co-heir and co-laborer, from henceforth and forever.  I can sing spiritual songs of deliverance  and healing to my brethren that will bless and deliver them from bondage.  Hallelujah!

I can UNDER all knowledge and all wisdom as the Holy Spirit chooses to share it with me. My body is His body - His temple. I can offer myself as a living sacrifice and be acceptable to Him because  I am covered in Christ's blood - which is eternal - therefore I am eternal.  I can breathe on people  and they will receive the Holy Spirit.  I can baptize them in the Holy Spirit as my elder brother Jesus did. I can fast for 40 days and 40 nights without food or water - because Jesus did (and Moses). I can withstand every onslaught of the enemy because the Lord is my Rock - my strong high tower, which I flee into. I can obey my Father's will perfectly  - for thus did my brother Jesus - who never left His Father's house - unlike me - the prodigal son.  I baptize my beloved Savior with my tears  I cry out with my whole heart and being - ABBA FATHER!

Saturday, October 3, 2026

 Slay me, O Lord, that I might live.
 Take me, O Lord, and give
 me to the poor and needy
 to those seeds that need watering
 to those orphans that need fathering 
 to those widows - so lonely 
 in need of love and care
 O Father  send me there!
Put me to death
 then save me by
 the power of Your breath!
Cleanse, cleanse me O God
 of all that is filthy and not
 of You - Your kingdom,  Your Truth, Your will
Now I'll continually fulfill 
 for I AM YOUR SON
 born of Your Spirit 
 inheriting all that belongs
 to Jesus -  I receive it
 all and I confess this 
 to be true -
 nothing, O Lord,  
 is impossible with You!

Thursday, October 1, 2026

Things I can't believe

  I can't believe   The Lord would abandon me. And I can't believe   there is no grace or mercy. I can't believe   God's hea...