Nothing that mattered

matters anymore 

The things i took for granted

have come to the fore,

like Jesus, The Holy Spirit has led me into the wilderness 

but unlike Jesus i must these words confess -

Oh Lord, before You can send me, 

You must come and rend me....

Oh Lord, tear my heart in two,

tear every tare till i learn to obey You,

till my words and my deeds are one and the same,

till all who know me,

find me holy,

glorifying Your name,

and not my own....

Oh God, may Your glory be known.....

here in Belfast as it is before Your throne....