Monday, April 27, 2020

Hello all -
The following news is nothing to be concerned about. I'm not concerned so don't you be. I was recently diagnosed with kidney cancer. The doctor found a 5" mass in my left kidney. They've scheduled an operation to remove the kidney May 28th, but on the 27th i get admitted to the hospital for an MRI...I'm believing at that time the mass will be gone. Listen to this wonderful poem the Lord gave me a week before i found out about the cancer.....based on Psalm 118 -

This is the Day the Lord has made!
He is still our God in the midst of plagues.
He is still mighty to rescue, mighty to save!
Still righteous and perfect in all His ways!

Save now, save us mightily,
send now true godly prosperity!
Accept our service, our very life,
as Your offering - a living sacrifice.

The voice of rejoicing and salvation
is in the tabernacle of Your holy nation.
Your righteous rejoice and shout and sing
for You oh Lord doeth valiently!

Therefore I shall not die but live
and declare Your works oh God who forgives.
You have chastened me sore,
oh holy, oh righteous Lord -
but you have not delivered me to death
but rescued me by Your mercy and lovingkindness.
You've opened to me the gates of righteousness
and i will enter in and declare i am blessed

For You have heard me
and You have become my salvation
in the midst of the mockers and scorners
the stone which the builder's rejected
has become the headstone of the corner.

This is the Lord's doing
and it is marvelous in our eyes
in You all our hopes and dreams are realized!
You are the foundation stone upon
which Your entire house is built -
Apart from You our souls dry up and wilt.

but with You
                         all things are possible
in these days of man's increasing shame
All power is ours in Jesus' name,
so we give praise and we proudly proclaim
Your mercy endures forever
     O God, our soul's priceless treasure!

So there you have it. My soul trusts my body with the God who heals all my diseases.......Amen.

Wednesday, April 22, 2020

So now,
                  in this moment,
Touch your people anew
       touch their hearts
touch their minds
          touch their wounds
Lead them in the narrow path
       wherein there is no room
for all this world adores,
       for all this world consumes

Cleanse me daily,
       O my God
of the stench of this world's compromise,
it's lust of the flesh and eyes and pride
May all these be crucified
dead to me in Christ who for me died,
May all my wickedness no longer remain alive ,
may i now live in newness of life
forever in you my Christ, at my Father's side

Turn my heart's tide
   turn me, turn me i cry!
Till your heart is no longer denied
the fellowship and worship of
my heart's deepest affections inside .
Bathe in the pool of my love for you -
found beside your river of holiness and truth
here in the deepest recesses of my heart
enjoy the sweetest fellowship you've ever had
better than the fellowship you had with Adam.

Break up my heart's fallow ground,
in my heart O God, labor and toil
plant what you will till my heart is found
to be a garden to rival anything in Eden's soil
And we'll walk here together
in the cool of the evening
Just the two of us
as I follow your leading
Use me to touch all you wish to
the lonely, the broken, fatherless and widows
and lepers of this world.
Love them through me,
that every boy, every girl
will know your love, Father,
till their hearts are fully healed
and fully yours.......

Friday, April 17, 2020

In the end
           it's become crystal clear
All You want,
           all You've ever wanted from me
        is found right here
   My heart
My heart is all You want or need
You desire the deepest part of me
You want my heart eternally
Oh my God -
       my heart is yours to keep
       This, my Lord is my ministry-
       To keep my heart ever open to Thee,
       purified, distilled to this simplicity,
       You want my heart completely.
       It's all I had to give You in the beginning ,
       now in the end, I see
       it's all You value and need
                      from me

everything I do, everything  I say,
comes from the union of our hearts
oh God of intimacy

or it's not worth doing or saying
indeed I do Your saints a disservice
if I minister from any other source
but You - my way, my truth, my life
for i am Your eternal wife

So here I am
     laying my heart bare before You
Come and sup, come and commune,
eat of me as I eat of You...
I give You my body,
I give You my blood,
I give You this
in response to Your love

for
You loved me first
You sacrificed Yourself, became cursed
It's my honor and joy
to give You me
as completely
as You gave me You -
Heart to heart, from now on
I will remain heart to heart
I'm the spoil of the war You fought for my soul
I'm the loot of Your pursuit,
the inheritance from the blood You spilled
I'm the salt of Your sacrifice
I'm but one single life
but it's Yours to do with as You please
Jesus,
plant me in the soil of Your heart
may my roots grow deep
as deep as my tree grows tall
that humility will anchor me through it all

May many fowl come
     and find rest in my shade
and partake of the fruit of our intimacy
in peace and safety
High above the flesh full of death
Fly away! Fly away now
to the midst of the heavens
where nothing is allowed
to hinder or come between
you and your God unseen
Fly to the mountain top's Eagle's nest
for Mt. Zion, oh God is the highest
mountain on earth - only accessed
by those with wings of faith
who fly on the wind of His breath

Feed me there
Visions and revelations rare

Now is my day of reckoning
Now am i Your offering
Sanctify, glorify, My hands, my feet, made holy
heal all who come to me

Now, are my lips touched by
the coal from  Your Spirit's fire
ever burning with great desire
to deliver and heal and set Your people free
From all that keeps them in captivity
May i be like You      holy
May I minister at Your feet
washed by my tears of repentance and joy
May the fragrent ointment of my love
poured from my broken heart
Pleases You my God
who humbles Himself more than us
For You've allowed us to touch
and be touched now by You...


Monday, April 13, 2020

Tune


We must tune our  hearts
to God's reality
We must tune our hearts
to God's frequency
turning till
       we hear Him       clearly
Rest or trial - all the while,

Tune your heart
to hear  His  voice
Tune your heart
make this choice
That He is who you want
to speak to and hear...

Reverence Him with a Holy Fear
till you're prostrate
before His face
unable to rise
in pride and disgrace

I pray
I stay
on this altar
where You slay
all that hates You

remaining humble
remaining true
because I dwell
inside of You
where I do not ignore
my first love I once adored

Tune your heart to
Him today
As you read this
pause and pray
"Oh Lord, Your voice I seek,
come now and speak
to me...
For Your voice reveals Your heart
oh my Holiest of holies
is Yours to abide in
Together we'll confide in
one another, as Father and child
or as lovers gone wild"

I pause to commune
as my heart I tune
to the One who rescues

I'm naked before the One
who became naked before me
Nothing hidden, no duplicity,
I give all to You
who gave His  all to me
May our communion be sweet
and eternally pleasing, to You, my God
of joy and peace,....

Thursday, April 9, 2020

The Word of the Lord came to me. The Spirit is expressly speaking to the Church that the book of Haggai is a prophetic book for right now. Certainly not the only book He is highlighting, but one of them. Listen -


Most of self-titled “Christianity” has been dwelling in Babylon, spiritually, though a remnant have remained in the land of promise. In verse two of chapter one, the Lord says “This people say the time is not come, the time that the Lord's house should be built” for they have ever been building their own houses – every man doing that which is right in his own eyes. V 4 - “Is it time for you, O ye, to dwell in your ceiled (covered panels on the inside – covering made and provided by man for men) houses, and this house lie waste?” For far too long, God's house, made without hands, has been neglected, while men have built and attended to their own houses, for their glory, not God's – therefore, as we all pause from our busy lives, during this pandemic, God is asking each of us - “Consider your ways.” “Will you be made whole?”

Go up to the mountain (Mt. Zion) and bring wood (from the Tree of Life, not the Tree of the knowledge of good and evil any longer) and build the (God's) house! Every believer is a “Tree planted by the rivers of water” (living waters) “I see men as trees walking”. Like “living stones”, believers, souls, are the “wood” God is using to build His house – these are they who are not mindful of that country from whence they came out” for they “desire a better country, that is an heavenly, wherefore God is not ashamed to be called their God (for He is ashamed to be called the God of those who honor Him with lips only, and not hearts) for He hath prepared for them a city” whose builder and maker is God. Again, the focus in Haggai is on God's house, long neglected. You see – there came a day, Nehemiah, when God instructed His people to leave (flee) Babylon and return to their own land and build up Jerusalem – the earthly counterpart to our heavenly city God (not man) has built – The New Jerusalem. Which city are you a citizen of? Some believers dwell in the natural Jerusalem, i.e. the focus of their lives is on the natural realm, others dwell in the New Jerusalem and the focus of their lives is on the realm of the spirit, above and not below, for that is where their hearts are, therefore they have treasure there, in that heavenly city, because they did not set their hearts on treasure found here below.
Churches under the spirit of Babylon, “looked for much and lo it came to little” They got so little of God's kingdom, they gave up seeking it and created doctrines to excuse their lack of God's presence, His miraculous anointing, in their midst. “When ye brought it home (souls), I did blow upon it. Why? Because of Mine house that is waste, and ye run every man into his own house” (church, denomination) “therefore (the result of building your own houses and not God's) the heaven over you is stayed from dew (heaven's blessings, miracles, signs and wonders, spiritual sustenance, is withheld from you – your houses will be dry, parched lands) and the earth is stayed from her fruit” for earth cannot bear fruit on it's own, without the touch and presence of heaven (rain) – only those who abide in Christ, our resurrected, heavenly new man, can bear God fruit here on earth – all other's labor (birth pains) is in vain, that is to say, pride, for unless God builds the House, it is built by pride in man's knowledge and abilities, man's wisdom and man's ways, and this can never bear the fruit of redeemed souls born of God''s will not mans. Man's will cannot produce God's fruit.
And I called for a drought upon the land, and upon the mountains, and upon the corn, and upon the new wine, and upon the oil and upon that which the ground bringeth forth, and upon men and upon cattle, and upon all the labor of the hands” . This then, is the fruit of pride – God will not bless vanity and pride! He will resist it, and expose it in every human heart on earth as He did Satan's in heaven. “Whosoever shall exalt himself shall be abased; and he that shall humble himself shall be exalted” “pride goeth before destruction and a haughty spirit before a fall” yes, pride produces death, in the natural realm, as a sign of what is happening in the spirit realm, and as a prophetic warning of the coming eternal, spiritual death all will experience, who walk in pride – when Jesus said the proud will be brought low, He means, eventually, to the lowest parts of the earth, to hell.
So a drought is a natural sign of a spiritual condition – the absence of God's Spirit, likened unto rain. The ultimate death that the absence of God's presence (which only His house made with His hands has) brings, is the death of our souls. See the progression in verse 11 – The land, the mountains, the corn, ultimately affecting men and cattle and THE LABOR OF THEIR HANDS – an indictment on all houses built by man, all born of “man's will”, will end up cursed. In dead, dry churches, they've become that way because of a dearth of God's Spirit – a drought of God's words both Rhema (spoken) and Logos (written) because it is only the Holy Spirit who can correctly understand and teach scripture – men in pride try to wield the Word in their own intellects and understanding which God warns us not to do - “lean not unto thine own understanding”. His thoughts are not our thoughts, yet churches are full of “our thoughts”, man's thoughts and the “ways of man”, not God's ways.
V 12 – Remember the remnant! “With all the remnant of the people” “Obeyed the voice of the Lord their God and the words of Haggai the prophet, as the Lord God had sent him, and the people did fear before the Lord”. You may be a part of God's remnant on earth today, dear reader – if so, the hallmark of God's remnant, then and now, is this – they hear and obey the voice of the Lord! They honor and take heed to the prophets of God, whom God sends (yes, there are false or immature prophetic voices – please don't let them negate the real, for of a truth, God has raised up anointed, mighty prophetic voices to speak to our generation). If you've allowed the Holy Spirit to lead you out of Babylon, or to have avoided it all together, then you have a holy fear and respect for the Lord and every word He utters – you tremble at His name. You reverence Him. You desire Him above all the thoughts and ways of man, with his many traditions and temptations, nay, you want to give Him glory, not any man. You are His bride! You are The church, not a church. You are THE Body, who answer the cry of His heart to go deeper, ever deeper, ever more intimate with Him. Everyone is quoting Psalm 91 during this pandemic, yet it begins by saying “He that dwells in the secret place of the Most High” and how many who quote this are dwelling there? His remnant is. To you God says, I am not only known to you as “Jesus” - “The Lord saves” but I am also your “Emmanuel” - for I am with you, lo even unto the end of the world, saith The Lord.
Then spake Haggai the Lord's messenger in the Lord in the Lord's message unto the people, saying, I am with you saith the Lord”. What a precious promise from our wonderful God, but it is only to those who hear His voice; the mark of His own “My sheep hear My voice and another they will not follow” - it matters not if His voice comes from His lips directly to your heart, spoken by His Spirit, or from a prophet or apostle or fellow saint, or from His written word, His voice is still marvelous and life affirming and His words are still “Spirit and they are life”.
In verse 14, the Lord stirs up the spirit of the people “and they came and did the work IN THE HOUSE OF THE LORD OF HOSTS, their God”! The result of God's voice, His words, in our lives is ACTION! Hallelujah! This should always be the result of God's commandments to us - “Arise and be doing!” not endless services where everyone SITS AND LISTENS, instead of going (into all the world) and speaking (the gospel to every creature). Building God's house takes “all hands on deck” - Leaders, apostles and prophets, teachers and evangelists and pastors, are to provide God's blueprint for building His house, His people, into a fit habitation for His Spirit, for His bride will be full of His Spirit without measure, as the Groom was, in these last days, but it is the people that do the actual building, with a building trowel in one hand and a sword in the other, it is the Body which edifies itself in love, building itself up in it's most holy faith. God's Aholiab's are rising again! (EX:36:2).
Hallelujah! “Aholiab” means “Father's tent” and his co laborer “Bezaleel” means “in the shadow of God” - God is calling us all into His “Tent” to abide in His shadow! Now we come back to Psalm 91! God is raising up men and women with, not a father's heart but THE Father's heart, who are “wise hearted” and “willing hearted” to prepare a house made of “living stones”, God's people – these leaders are like unto the eunuchs who attended to Esther, preparing her for intimacy with her king, anointing her and teaching her how to please Him and so are God's leaders today – Eunuchs who will not dare touch His bride in an unclean way, for their own gain, pleasure or glory. Their entire focus is on presenting Him with a pure and mature bride, who will be eternally pleasing to Him, for it was Esther who was able to intercede to king Ahasuerus on behalf of her people, saving many and it is the bride of Christ who will intercede in this generation on behalf of her people, those who are not intimate with the King, but are still counted among His own, and will save many.
Chapter 2, verse 4 – Now “be strong”, ye leadership of God, “be strong all ye people of the land (of promise, who have not longed to go back to Egypt, nor cowered in fear or unbelief at the prospect of entering their land promised, though it be full of giants – powers of the air, rulers of darkness in high places “For I am with you saith the Lord of Hosts!” Praise God The “I AM” is with us! Not the “I was” or “I will be”! “According to the Word that I covenanted with you when ye came out of Egypt, so My Spirit remaineth among you: FEAR YE NOT!” When God delivered you from the “land of sin and death” - your own personal Egypt, your flesh, by the blood of the Lamb applied to the door of your heart, when He “Passed Over” you and spared you the curse of eternal death and damnation, He led you into Pentecost - the “land of abundant life”, full of the milk of His word and the honey of His heart, where He pours forth His Spirit into you and out of you and He is saying to you now “My Spirit remaineth in you- fear not!” Fear not all who stand against you, who hate you and resist you at every turn, who deliver you up to death, who spitefully use you, rejoice for I am with you, for so it was with My prophets before you. Fear not, precious flock, the princes and powers of the air, the rulers of the darkness of this world, the spiritual wickedness in high places (men's hearts, haughty and proud), fear not the plagues and calamities coming upon this world – for I AM with you, saith The Lord. Who can stand against you? For yet once, it is a little while and I will shake the heavens and the earth, and the sea and the dry lands (both unsaved and saved humanity) “and I will shake all nations”even now, as I am doing with this present pandemic and the desire of all nations shall come” to My house which you are even now beginning to build properly “and I will fill My house with My glory, saith the Lord of Hosts”. Oh the glory that is coming and even now is! “The glory of this latter house shall be greater than of the former, saith the Lord of Hosts”, for how much greater is the House made without hands, according to the will of God compared with the house made with hands, which God humbled Himself for a time and a season to dwell in, yet has forsaken, having torn the veil in two? “And in My house alone shall men have peace and rest, in these days of great tribulations, the beginning of sorrows, the birth pains of which I prophesied. Selah. .

Monday, April 6, 2020

Awaken My Bride, My beloved,
the pearl of My heart.
Come away with Me,
from all that keeps
                                  us apart
I am your rampart
I am your strong high tower
I am your rock of salvation
full of might and power.

Come away
                          to a holy place
where you'll meet with Me face to face

Come away
                          to our hidden valley
please stay
                             here with Me

Where nothing can disturb our peace
I'll remove your heart's stones,
the ones the wicked have thrown.
Rest, be refreshed
besides still waters.
Lie your head upon My breast
hear each of My heart beats
saying My love for you is sweet -
In Me you are complete.
For I,
I am your strength,
I'll go to any lengths
to deliver you to myself
and keep you far from hell
For I,
I love you dearly
I want you now, to be near Me
See this clearly -
Oh My beloved, I put on flesh
so I could experience your death.
I became separated from My Father
so you could be united with Me,
your lover,
your dove
do not seek another
Come away, rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away...

Wednesday, April 1, 2020

These precious days


Oh how my heart craves
       these precious days!
You've drawn me, wooed me,
       passionately pursued me,
     thankfully -
       You won't leave me alone,
     ever calling me home.

Oh how I'm thankful,
for these days my King!
You desire me so intimately!
You've swept aside all my hindrances,
     my distractions,
blown my soul clear of "coming attractions"
You've set my mind and my heart on Yours
because Oh Lord, I'm the one You adore!
Oh my God - You satisfy me,
      there's no one and nothing else I need.......

 Because David's heart smote him, Saul's wrath never did.   For David's wrath was directed against himself  -    while Saul'...