I cannot see what I am not looking for. 

If I focus only on what my flesh adores  -

The higher realm, the "state of being"

my soul is called to explore, 

will never be mine  - but will remain a closed door.

For in that realm there are two heavens

besides the one i can see  -

To get through to the third (spirit) realm,

I must go through the second (soul) realm,

and there are found demons of every sort, stripe and size;

all wanting me to compromise, 

and settle for and in the second heaven

so I will never realize

who i am and who I'm to be,

all wanting me 

to remain there, far short of that good, clean air

where the Holy Spirit takes me by the wing

and shows me holy things  -

Where my soul's suffering 

is worth eternal blessings...

Where I'm redeemed fully by The Lamb's blood,

the Lamb who loves me,

and does not leave me

hungry